What is this feeling?
Is it the power of not knowing?
But deep inside there is someone
Whispering the truth behind the veil
But why are my hands so numb?
And my fingertips are all so cold?
I wish that I would never know
The truth behind the shadows
I wish that I would live
Forever in this sweet misery
The mystery is like a melody
But the truth is a pain I see
But my feet would like to go there
In the light cold it may be
I cannot see the beauty
Of the sweet words said to me
Im living and wearing this mask
Since the day that I fell down
I was never given a chance
To stand up one more time
And why do I have to crawl alone
Just to be where I am right now
And why this loneliness never leaves
Why this pain never stops
Is it because your anger is never subsiding
Will you hate me til the last day I'm living
Would you hide until I die
Would I cry until the water runs dry
Hush I want to rest, Im so tired
My journey is coming to the end
There are no more steps on the white stairs
And again I'm alone with this burden
What is it that I am so scared of?
Is it your face or your voice
I know there is no turning back
You cant be stopped, you left me no choice